Netzarim, Original followers of Yeshua & His 12
IM 100% HEART BROKEN ,
I had a friend on my heart that I have known for years now on facebook.
And went looking for him, I knew also that He was on this site.
But monthS had passed and I had not heard from him , and I found him and wrote him .
I should have known what I was going to find , but then again I was not even sure If I was even going to be-able to get in touch with him , Well I did , and soon found out what I didn't want to know!
but this is not the first time this is like the fifth or sixth time now that I have run into this.
I write this blog tonight with tears in my eyes and heart broken ! I mean broken! , I feel like fully putting out the white flag or tossing in the towel. as again IVE FOUND ANOTHER BROTHER WHO IS JEWISH OR HALF OR SOME WHAT THAT HAS GONE OVER TO ORTHODOX GIVING UP YESHUA AND NO LOGER EVEN CALLING HIM BY HIS NAME !
Im but a Broken person!
And as i see we Messianic Netzari find so much time to fight over little things and hundreds get on chat and groups and argue it out with each other over things of the name and and Hebrew or greek bibles.
what name is really gods should we use Jesus and all the many like as Im sure each and every one of us can come up with a million things we have talked about and argued over.
Wile we spend are lives on facebook and other blog sites , And Discord Running Ramped and people letting others go for little things! Souls are being lost . .... Lost to a Judaism that has no TEMPLE and most of its tenets are made of by men, and men that have hide the truth from us, and still do, Most dont know the history of are current rabbis and the difference of what they believed from Yeshuas temple time to now !
im SO VERY SAD JUST SAD IN TEARS THAT WE ARE SO LITTLE CHILDREN THAT THINk WE KNOW .. AND WE FIGHT FOR THE LI TTLE WE KNOW, WILE WE LOSE BROTHERS AND SISTERS THAT ARE BOUND TO A LAKE BURING WITH FIRER FOR TURING FOR THE ONE TRU ELOIM OF ISRAEL the one that was before!!
IM HURT AND CRUSTED .
I WANT TO CROWL UP TO THE FEET OF THE THRONED ONE , INTO A SMALL FETAL BALL AND CRY AT HIS FEET. NOT FOR ME BUT FOR THE WHOLE MESSIANIC /NETZARI BODY!