Netzarim, Original followers of Yeshua & His 12

Heart BROKEN!

IM 100% HEART BROKEN ,

I had a friend on my heart that I have known for years now on facebook.

And went looking for him, I knew also that He was on this site.

But monthS had passed and I had not heard from him , and I found him and wrote him .

I should have known what I was going to find , but then again I was not even sure If I was even going to be-able to get in touch with him , Well I did , and soon found out what I didn't want to know!

but this is not the first time this is like the fifth or sixth time now that I have run into this.

I write this blog tonight with tears in my eyes and heart broken ! I mean broken! , I feel like fully putting out the white flag or tossing in the towel. as again IVE FOUND ANOTHER BROTHER WHO IS JEWISH OR HALF OR SOME WHAT THAT HAS GONE OVER TO ORTHODOX GIVING UP YESHUA AND NO LOGER EVEN CALLING HIM BY HIS NAME !

Im but a Broken person!

And as i see we Messianic Netzari find so much time to fight over little things and hundreds get on chat and groups and argue it out with each other over things of the name and and Hebrew or greek bibles.

what name is really gods should we use Jesus and all the many like as Im sure each and every one of us can come up with a million things we have talked about and argued over.

Wile we spend are lives on facebook and other blog sites , And Discord Running Ramped and people letting others go for little things! Souls are being lost . .... Lost to a Judaism that has no TEMPLE and most of its tenets are made of by men, and men that have hide the truth from us, and still do, Most dont know the history of are current rabbis and the difference of what they believed from Yeshuas temple time to now !

im SO VERY SAD JUST SAD IN TEARS THAT WE ARE SO LITTLE CHILDREN THAT THINk WE KNOW .. AND WE FIGHT FOR THE LI TTLE WE KNOW, WILE WE LOSE BROTHERS AND SISTERS THAT ARE BOUND TO A LAKE BURING WITH FIRER FOR TURING FOR THE ONE TRU ELOIM OF ISRAEL the one that was before!!

IM HURT AND CRUSTED .

I WANT TO CROWL UP TO THE FEET OF THE THRONED ONE , INTO A SMALL FETAL BALL AND CRY AT HIS FEET. NOT FOR ME BUT FOR THE WHOLE MESSIANIC /NETZARI BODY!

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Comment by Larry on October 28, 2012 at 7:02pm: So have you talked to him about this life style ? and what does he say ? what about what the Torah says about this life style ?

Comment by RANDE SNYDER on October 28, 2012 at 9:21am: I'm feeling that same deep heartbroken feeling over another brother. He still believes in the Messiah, but recently, "came out" of the closet and is STILL teaching Torah - oy!!! o.0

I wish I knew what to say to him, but I don't, not being a Torah teacher myself. I do keep him in prayer to get the blinders off. But just thinking about all the souls he's now leading astray is REALLY heartbreaking!

Let us keep all our brethren in prayer to STAY in Messiah, and to not live according to foolish fleshly desires and/or man-made, ear tickling doctrine!

Comment by Elisheva (Bonnie Greer) on October 12, 2012 at 8:07pm: I just read your post and though it is several weeks old, it rings true regarding the sad situation YHWH's people are in. Everyone fighting, not realizing that until Yah sends the two witnesses, none of us will know that we are not 100% correct and perhaps not even 50% right with our doctrines. Our magnificent Creator took these things away from us (Ezekiel 4 and Hosea 1), such as the ability to keep His holy days according to the covenants, etc. With this in mind, it is our responsibility until He restores everything, to do exactly what He told us to do... love Him and love each other and keep "His" commandments to the best of our ability in the diaspora! (Folks forget we are dispersed.) We are His temples and all this fighting over what is right in our own eyes is defiling our temples. Yom Kippur was not just atonement for the sins of Israel, but was a time for cleansing the temple. Some of us need a good personal temple cleansing and above all, a daily mission with unbridled love and humility learning to walk as Yeshua walked, in truth and love with the testamony of our Messiah on our lips. Fighting over YHWH's beautiful Torah is anti-Messiah in my personal opinion and extinguishes the menorah (light of truth to the nations) that is suppose to dwell in us and shine forth from us. I pray your friend sees the light of Yeshua and makes teshuva. ~ Emah Elisheva