Can i talk to you for a minute?

[Arnold Swartland]

Ben MarYah ben Dawid Kefa- that would be me. The personification of desolation, a true outcast. Rejected when seeking acceptance, hated for no logical reason, and ridiculed for not wanting to engage in things that i disagree with or things that i abhor. The above still pertains to me, but now with Yahweh/Yehoshua/ involved, i'll atleast be suffering for a reason. I might be labelled as a religious cook, but i don't do religion anymore, i do FAITH. I'll keep in mind what melech Shlomo said and i'll fear Yahweh and obey His instructions. I'll release and spread truths that were imprisoned and hidden by the sons and daughters of perdition. I'll bless Yisrael and remember what i'm supposed to do and what i'm NOT supposed to do when i wear my tzizi. There's so much more lies of man and helel to root out, and there's still more emet of Yahweh to put back into perspective and there's still alot of hurt and rejection that i'll have to face. Coward's option would be to erase everything that i've learned so far and do a merryhop back to christianity, relaxed instructions, twisted scriptures and sundayworship. But the thought nauseates me. If i DO turn back, i'll have what i had at the start- NOTHING. What i have now is riches and friends in Yehoshua. Thru faith and thru obedience i'll not only see but be IN the promised land. Yes, i want a kid/kids(if Yah permits) yes i want a wife and a place to call my own, but that'll have to take a backseat if the mission requires it of me. Nuff said for now. Peace and blessings in the shem of Yahweh.